5th January 2012
Maybe it was anxiety. Maybe I was thinking too much. But I recently could not stop thinking about the idea of loss.
How does one handle loss? What if I lose my loved one? What if I lose my family? How do I live without my husband? How will I ever gather strength if someone I love goes away before I do?
I wasn’t sure if I wanted answers or just some calmness to stop myself from thinking too much.
Allah. I told myself that for each thought I was thinking, for each answer I was seeking; think of Allah. He who knows best. He who knows there must be rain.
Redha. For each loss I should experience, know that it is written. That Allah knows best.
There is life after death.
I began wearing the hijab not just because. Not because of looks, not because of style, not simply because it is a new year.
I want to join Allah in Jannah one day. I want to live in Heaven with my husband and my entire family forever when the day comes. I want my loved ones to be in Heaven and not suffer for my sins.
Allah has given us so much. I want to learn all the ways to thank Him.
Submission to Allah.
I am still learning.
yeah..Allah knows best..^^
ReplyDeleteIt is beautifully written. Alhamdulillah. :)
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L LOVE YOUR SINCERE WRITING DEAR !
ReplyDeleteHi Azalia,
ReplyDeleteI saw your picture at your Twitter after reading this post and I have to say that you look very beautiful.
Hi Yaya,
ReplyDeleteSuch a sincere post, congratulations on the hijrah :) I too, am still learning about submission. Hope you're doing great with your loved ones :)
Muhammad
Thank you so much for your beautiful words and for supporting my hijrah, insyaAllah. May Allah bless your kind hearts. :-)
ReplyDeleteP/S - Azmin, thanks for sharing that site! Will try to submit my story, insyaAllah. :-)